shortstories

the results and stories to be published are OUT!
i didnt win top 3. i'm consolation though i also get to be in the next book vol.3.
BUT i have 3 of my stories published. yay. i think thats better than winning top 3 what do you think?

anyway today, i'm doing filming again for damien's monologue. wish me luck.

more info in my short story blog.

A Simple Kind Of Life

by No Doubt. 

the best song in the world

For a long time I was in love

Not only in love, I was obsessed

With a friendship that no one else could touch

It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things

A simple kind of life

And all I needed was a simple man

So I could be a wife

I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean

I don't know how it got to this point

I always was the one with all the love

You came along, I'm hunting you down

Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight

And all I wanted was the simple things

A simple kind of life

If we met tomorrow for the very first time

Would it start all over again?

Would I try to make you mine? 

I always thought I'd be a mom

Sometimes I wish for a mistake

The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get

You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all those simple things are simply too complicated for my life

How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?

A selfish kind of life

When all I ever wanted was the simple things

A simple kind of life

damien's monologue production company and other art

MELWEE MELWEE Productions

made up of our names melvin and kaywee: melwee. 

in hawaiian, Maui maui means something pleasant.

note: melvin's name is first only because melwee sounds better than kayvin. kayvin sounds like cave-in. melwee sounds fun. like us! haha.

when your mum annoys you with primary school things to draw...

then she said she changed her instructions cos he thinks that the male and female teacher both look like a couple and their huge family. so she wants me to kill the woman teacher and add more children. SIGH. so i redid it for her.

i am so needing my vitasoy/redbull mix

okay, outdoor filming was done yesterday. great takes/retakes. see more on the 

official damien's blog!

ok ok you guys think my previous organic illustration is RA. nevermind. i've started a new one, a lady WITH clothes. but i still think her breasts and butt are not big enough though...

haha my desktop, as shown above,looks like the latest apple mac!

love it.

alternative version!

detailed versions for you to see.

colours should be more vibrant by now.

background and stars is done by me too!

using technique called gaussian blur.

colour version is done

and now presenting the final product...

YES.

time: 4:12AM completed.

i... deserve... SLEEP!!!

oh my so sexual!

my screen table beside my lappie. notice that the screen is now double the size, combining the lappie's and the wacom's. amazing eh. now i can chat with ppl and do my art at the same time! the photoshop programme can be dragged to the next screen mah.

alright my naked angel. my darling sexy angel with many lines. i photographed this screen shot because the hair annoys me it's so mah funn! note the scribbly lines that would be refined after this...

see now the sexeh angel is cleaned up.(except for the wings.) after finishing the angel, i felt that she needed a companion. so i decided to give her a demon...

the demon has got horns which i have not drawn in yet in this screen shot. he was supposed to be staring at her and she was supposed to stare back but i felt this was BORING. so i decided to get things hot in herrrrre...

here is the final image. i know ya like it.

i drew this with NO REFERENCE!

the human anatomy is chicken feet to muah!

my first trys at Organic illustration after attending a 2 hour course held by noise singapore in *SCAPE. i would say i have tried about two failures before i reach this standard. from looking at my progress in the skill, i would say i would be a master by december! hahahaa. 

i have finally attained a screen wacom tablet to meddle around with. i configured it onto my lappie to enable pen sensitivity. YYYYAAAAYYYYY. it's an artist's dream.

so here's my work i did in about 3 hours tops. long but hey, i'm a beginner. do click to enlarge final image. you will notice that the lines are rather defined which i wa tryong to master for a while. it is in all a tedious process but hey, thats what organic illustration is all about. tomorrow it will be time for colouring! it's another big headache but i hope i can get the hang of it because it will be a great way of expressing muahself if i am really good at this!

i love my screen wacom tablet!

but i hope i have the heart to also focus on finding a job and damine's monologue as well.

but i looooooooooove my new found skkill!

linework wise, as you can see, not perfect but good enough. 

some stomp pictures i laughed at

pads not removed for 3 weeks

old men and ignorant lil boys

poilce

preventing singaporens from falling onto tracks for good

real special needs 

opps i did it again

tough dedication

when i wake up from my sleep. i am officially a free man.

ORD.

_____

i'm so nice to _____.

yet, _____ treats me like shit.

maybe _____'s lesbian.

i am too much for myself to handle.

yesterday twoday one.

ord lo.

8th day (of experiment)

some how the hamsters are still mating! 

i dont know why... 

i've injected into them a sperm eliminator serum but somehow they still screw each other and give birth like rabbits. 

maybe i should cut off their little weenies and just let them hump blindly. 

Maybe i should remove all the female hamsters. even their poop turn the male ones on.

But when i did that, they make a racket in their cages! 

they scratch, gnaw and squeak! i cant stand it.

What should i do?

my solution for tomorrow's birth control:

find them a substitute.

a distraction to distract them from their carnal instincts...

below are stuff i am craving now:

7th day

today is surprisingly good unless i looked intently...

i seem happy and eager to excercise!

but i am hating the rain, the people everywhere where i wanna be 

and the lack of time.

and i didnt know my mom can loan a macbook!!! YEAH!

damien's monologue wnow has iMovie.

ordordorodorodorodorodoroodorodorodorodord

i cannot wait

BUT i have less than 1000 in my bank now and i am not too happy about the possible celebrations coming up.

SIGH.

I need to go work.

I need to do art.

I need to write stories.

7th day

morning light was hell

but the rest of the day 

was clearer 

than any other day

it died twice already...

i ponder at my efforts really.

6th day

it was another tirseome and many a time i wanted to give in. 

but i did ok. 

i was hungry alot. 

i almost ate when i shouldnt.

but i didnt.

farewell

oh god i can't sleep..

FAREWELL!

5th day

sorry i skipped the first 4 days. on the 4th day aka yesterday, i had to go back because the side-effects were unbearable.

but that was just one thing.

at night i gathered my toughts about something else. 

i had to bid farewell to something i destroyed and i will never see again. 

i've tried to mourn but instead i went to run at my house downstairs 

along the canal, 6 lengths. 

made me feel abit better.

farewell.

farewell.

farewell my love.

my heavy heart is testimony  of your love for me.

i'm sorry love for i killed you.

thanks for the memories.

now i can sit there and stare into space forlong periods of time.

now i can have a heavy burden within me as i live on day to day

it has always been my fault.

myold lovers will know.

i have hurt you so much

plus you have been so silent

i actually don't feel a thing 

and i'm sorry about that too.

but know what?

every living day you were with me somewhere

warm from my touch

now that i killed you

everyday i will miss you.

never be the same again.

today i could be so happy

but i took a loong time

and wrote this sad note 

just for you.

6 minutes later...

God maybe i have not tortured myself enough. maybe you want me to mould me into an unrecognizable statue i won't even recognize in the mirror anymore. but i'll still do it.

it might be the last of what i love the most. it may even steal my talent away but i'm sure You will be happy because i did it and I will have a  chance in heaven again.

Of coure its a sacrifice for the greater good in me.

sometimes this statement above, is said in sarcasm, sometimes it's truth. whichever, i'm too numb to this ordeal to care.

12 minutes later...

ok i get it. i'll try. maybe these things happen to me to make me learn.

Fortunate me:

Somedays i wish i was someone else. 

i don't want to die,

but i want to do something to myself,

to make sure i feel so.

i am careless

i am irresponsible

i need to learn.